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Ever have that feeling that the person you're becoming is close to exactly the opposite of the one you want to be? Ever feel like the things you're doing and the ways you're spending your time over the course of a day aren't getting you any closer to where you want to be?

Being thrown back into Belton and back into a place where I am on my own, making my own decisions, and looking out for myself is a scary thing. I often feel like I'm just barely keeping my head above water and my secrets buried just deep enough that no one digs them up. This is not a fun place to be. It definitely looks nothing like "life to the full."

I wonder when I'll finally grow up and start making some substantial changes?